5

I want to, but I don't have a clue where to start. What I want to change most in my history is The abuse on my 13th. Besides that, the bullying, the pressure of my family, my sister, my school. I think, if all of that was different, I would have been the person who I should be (in my picture). I know God has a plan for me when all of this is finished, but at this moment, I can't picture that anything good is coming out of all this. 

4

Yes, I've been trying to accept help and let other people come near. In action: not really, I've been on surviving the last couple of years. 

3

Yes we do. I think we all hold on to whatever we think that is control. people are not easy in letting go of control. When you think honestly, you'll see that whatever you think to control, is not in control at all. 

For me personally, I hold on to people I love, only not all of them do me good. Sometimes, or most of the time, it would be better to keep them distanced. 

2

I am proud that I learn to choose for myself. Not every choice is so great, but at least I make them. And I am proud that I am helping my mom. My mom is sick and she is hurt a lot. I am trying to help her to make it a little bit better for her.

1st question

I think it´s a little bit of both. If I´m honest, I think that we only reach out as far as we can in the things we like. And don´t stretch enough in the not fun things.